It has been 365 days exactly 1 year, I think I am pretty much moved on from my past relationship. Although once a while I still received massages from my ex. However I know my feeling towards him is totaly different compared to before.
On the side, I already with him for 242 days coming 8 months. We were very loving when we first started in 1st November 2015. He never failed to be there for me during the hell time in my life. I thought that fairy tale story doesn't exist anymore till I met him.
I have no words to describe the feeling that I have for him. I feel comfortable doing everything with him. We can't bear to not see him for even one day.
He talked about future to me, he shared about his view, plan and aim for the both of us. First I was so motivated about the topic and told myself that this is the angel that I'm gonna spend the second half of my life with. I totally can't believe this is happening after sad experience.
Few months ago we both got really busy with our work. He got a new job and I changed to a new working environment. We were busy most of the time and I feel the bonding is no longer like before. Perhaps we are staying together and it has become the disadvantage for the relationship whereby we did not talk or share things with each other like before.
When the issue was identified by me, I was try to asked question like: don't you think we communicate lesser or we seldom HTHT (heart to heart talk)? He replied: because the both of us are busy and physically tired. Another point he brought out was when everytime we have deep talk, he feels that I will get emotional easily. I did admitted that being Pisces are extremely empathetic and emotional but that will happen only to people we care and we love. As much as i understand that work is making everyone feel tired and stress. I try to give the listener ears to someone I love. I want to feel how he feels and experience everything with him.
End of the day all I need is just a simple man who could could pay a bit more attention to understand me. Not that I'm asking for attention but is more on understand of each other needs and make effort to make it better.
To be continue.....
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